Fever ~. guess will take a month to recover again? i dont like it. just make me even more sleepy even more blur even more tired. even more cant control myself . ;boo. Coffee been my best frenz. Oh yea and those beer too. Whenever walking.. a beer by the side will be good. Fever den drink beer . shiok LOL. i love the temp in japan. it just feel so just right for me...  The wind ... lols. Unable to sleep quite well , dreaming. Lols. 2 dreams now. that can make me quite awake lols. Yesterday been flashbacking cos was talking to piggy. Laughs. a happy flashbacking. true enough i miss those times but i know it had passed. This few been acc Shirlyn . dont have any time to emo ;eeks. Was thinking to quit audi after i help Fiona and her . fiona now alright so let just wait for shirlyn and i will totally quit audi le. You know what Shirlyn and u quite alike, sometime dk why confuse u 2 . lols. But still i am not so blur to completely get confuse ;eeks. but still thr some diff ba. Anw, i think i gg to get tie down my family things again. it seem i cant get away from it. lols.. no matter how far i try to escape, in the end i still will be in the hand of it. Nvm ba, since it fate, let it be den. I will just make it smth good smth happy for me. And will be gg back to my parents soon , if not my bro has to walk the same path as me... nah dw it happen to him. Me ,one, is enough le.  Don't ask me why i miss you , i also dk. But i think i gg to reach the state of watching aside but wont get hurt le. Just wait for it (: . Hope you do tc and dont chiong hwk last min ba.. Enjoy ur life!