I am done with it . Got out of it . Back to my identity again . Repaid those 'debts' and also carry out those conditions. Also after what i did , i hope they will keep their promise ... helping them to take those areas. Finally, i could leave without worry . Yea, i leaving . Oversea. To start afresh , to give me some time to let go of this . The relation but not the feeling . I knows whatever i do , your feeling for me will not come back again.
Something that i regretted is ... not able to carry out the promises i made to you .. Take you to see the stars , go to USS together , roller coaster ... etc etc. Rmb every single one . Also not able to give you those things .. there's a particular ring wanted to give you ... Not couple ring . Just a " Happiness is always here " craved on it . It just means Be Happy . But didn't get the chance to pass it to you . You know ... i now really a 路人甲 of yours. Rmb i said it long ago ?
Yea ... This few weeks.. unknowingly every night i finished my things.. will just walked to ur block ... At your void deck .. stayed till morning and left. Find somewhere to lie on , sit. Sometime even look at the window and see if you will look out the window .. But i know you won't cos you shld be sleeping by den ...
I lied about something. Sorry . My eyes not fully recovered yet. I will just let it be ...
Don't even know if you read my blog anymore ... But still. Zaijian . Meaning we will meet again . Not so soon i think . I can predict *wink* Maybe few years later, i walked past you , you dont know me and maybe we would met in a brand new way , and "different" people ?
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