12th passed so fast... few sentences and it ended. How should i feel? Perhaps, it nothing to you ba. Maybe i'm just assuming and i know you wouldn't care.

He's pretending everything seem alright when it's not.
He's pretending to be alright when he wasn't alright.
He's trying to talk more but effort wasn't appreciated.
He's caution of what he speaks and dare not to over talk but all he gets is a single word reply.
He stays in the past and thought it was the same as the past but he realise it wasn't the same anymore. Time changes, thing changes, a different attitude is needed.
He tries not to walk the same as the past but he fails.
He yearns for it but he could not get it.
Cold and ignore , no more the concern that he had in the past. She din bother about it too... Sometime he wonders is she telling that it's time to give up, or I dc anymore.
He's pretty sad about it, but she don't know.

Heart bleeding but heart already bleed in the start. So what's causing the pain?